Going.... Going.... Gone!

No matter what I try to do,
It always, always goes wrong,
When I manage to seem okay,
My problems still carry, carry on,
The matter of this life I live,
Is going going, gone.

I don't want to live another day,
I know I don't, don't belong,
But whenever I try to end it all,
No matter what's going going on,
Nobody seems to let me be,
Just going, going, gone.

And I don't want my problems,
To carry, carry on,
I don't want to drag my life out,
For that long.
i just want this world to be,
Going, going, gone.

I worked out I'm the problem,
that's living, living on,
I realised if anyone deserves to die,
Then I am that one,
And so I hope to end my life,
I'm going..... going ........
gone?