I still want you <3

When you've loved someone for so long,
how do you say goodbye?,
When you discover there deception,
how can you look them in the eye?,
How do you tell them you know that they cheat,
with your own best friend?,
how can you say something thats gone for so long,
has finally met it's end,
but even though it's hurts so much to form words,
i can't bring myself to hate you,
you've been there for me for so long,
when the world struck me down you helped me through,
but i can't let you get away with it again,
i still want to see you & look into your eyes,
to see if you ever cared,
get some closer inside,
i still want to hold you,
your lips i still want to kiss,
this just came out of no where,
the signs i must have missed.

My heart is shattered,
as the tears form behind my eyes,
but after what i learned about you,
i refuse to cry,
you know that i want you,
but I'm not giving in this time.