I'm tired
cynical and broken,
but wiser
heavy with bitterness inside
I wasn't always like this
I used to be naive, innocent,
Untouched.
Trust me
you knew that i always meant it
i knew i could make a difference
i struggled to be heard
one voice among thousands
and then finally, one day people started listening
started noticing me
started talking
but as soon as it began it was ruined
and so was I
the focus on the friends and the feelings
the focus on the grog and the guys
the focus on you
that made those stupid songs all worth singing
they can judge me
they can say what they want
but dont you dare
unless you want it analyzed.
Dont you dare
Unless you too, want to die In the spotlight.
Every promise I ever made to you
Broken
Every piece of my heart I gave to you
Broken
Every whispered word you gave to me
Empty.
Every breath I take,
Could be my last.
And now here is me, at a stand still in my life.
And now here is me, dying at your hands.
And now here is me, and you dont even notice.
