Why?

I loved you forever (even though you were never there)
I cared for you in every single way (but you left me bare)
I opened my heart (but you tore it from the start)

[I may not be there but I still cared (I missed you)]
[I left because I didnt want to hurt you (even though I did just that)]
[I wanted it so badly (but knew it was too good to be true)]

All I wanted was to be held (you didnt even do that)
I craved and wanted to see you (All I got was your voice)
Eternity is what I lived in (Time didnt exist)

[All I wanted to do was hold you (I tried to, I swear)]
[I desperately wanted to see you (Your voice is what kept me sane)]
[A minute is all I asked to see you (but I didnt even get that)]

You never said sorry [(Im sorry)]
You left with out saying good bye [(good bye)]
Did you even love me? [(I love you)]

I love you [(I know)]
I wish you were here [(I wish I could hold you)]
I wish you were alive [(Im sorry)]