When Will You See

When will you see?
It's not your pain
It's not your burn
It's what I do
It's what I yearn
I need it to live
And I'm living to die
As the blade slides so sweetly
Cross my skin
I wish once again
Let today be the day I die
You say I'm sick
Twisted
And wrong
And I tell you
No
I just sing a different song