For Kevin A.

It was just like last year
when cupid whispered to my ear
i met this special girl
with eyes like pearl

i did everything in reality
assuming that she'd at least notice me
I'd scream in the mall if she wants me to
just to prove to her that my love is true

i felt affection and balance
thinking that she'd give me a chance
i was happy and excited
feeling very retarded

but i woke up one day
and tears flowed to my dismay
i saw her with another guy
i kept asking myself why

my sight became very blurred
and now all my straight plans have curled
i pity myself for being absurd
thinking that she was going to be my whole world