I am here all alone
trying to figure this out on my own
the news about life flashed me again
and the fear seemed not to end
in my mind are circles
which breaks my heart as it tickles
i cant forget his words
in my head as each of them turns
what keeps me going
is his voice that told me to keep believing
when the time comes for me to go
to a place where life doesn't show
but i promised him the second time
that I'll fight these out and be just fine
for i don't want him to take the adventure
without spending it with me in the future