Kill me now, liar

Let me fall to the ground, let me bleed.
How can I survive this catastrophe.
I can't do it anymore, take my life.
I can't live anymore, give me my knife.
Don't you see your KILLING me,
How could I be so dumb to let you in so far.
I despise you for killing my soul,
Why did you promise me so much before,
How can you lie so much,
And to make me believe you were different.
How could you.
I'm screaming inside,
with no way to escape this pain.
don't ever make a promise you can't keep again.
Make me cry make me bleed.
make me fall so i can see
Im ugly, I'm worthless
I'm unwanted, I'm..dead.
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Kay so i know it isn't in any kind of "poetic" form
but it just came out that way because it's how i felt at the time.