She Knows Nothing

Your freaking friend attacked me
She attacked me using words
She told me I was ruining you
You can't imagine how that hurt

She told me this was my fault
The situation that we're in
And everyone always blames it on me
It's like my name is really "Sin"

She said so many things
I want to punch her in the face
Like I made you break up with that girl
Like I made her lose the race

But this is so complicated
I cannot even say
It's like a river running through my mind
As I think of you each day

My boyfriend is so happy
And I love him very much
But "love" and "in love" are two different things
One makes you tremble at the touch

But she really doesn't get me
She thinks she knows me well
But she doesn't know anything at all
If she did, she'd know my hell

She wouldn't blame me or accuse me
She would just leave me alone
She would know that I CAN'T DO ANYTHING
She would use a lighter tone

So what is your suggestion
Because I don't know what to do
Should I keep saying that I "love" him
Or that I'm "in love" with you