I don't know how to smile for real anymore,
Because my body these days is so weak and sore.
Feels like the world has rested upon my shoulders,
Everyones problems pinning me to the ground like heavy boulders.
My family fights and it makes me cry,
And when the tears fall a part of me dies.
Because I try so much to please them all,
But in the end I'm the one who will fall.
How do I know? Because it always happens to me,
But dont worry no one can see,
That happy...I guess I'll never be
