Lost!

This feeling of uncertainty,
not knowing where to go,
i am lost in my own body,
going against the flow,

i can see the future,
and what it means to me,
but keep coming up empty,
still wishing i were free,

this prison that i am in,
takes me deeper every day,
spiraling into oblivion,
tossing me every way,

i can not yell or shout,
for everything stays inside,
i try to scream for help,
but instead decide to hide,

into the darkness i fall,
searching for that spark,
that will free me from my grave,
and remove me from the dark