I'm so me.

I'm so confused by this world in my palms,
should I make a new beginning,
or count it all as false alarms.
I'm so destroyed by this man on my mind,
should I tell him how I feel,
or leave this feeling behind.
I'm so hypocritical by the way I walk and dress,
should I recreate my image,
or forget about this mess.
I'm so used by these people I call friends,
should I simply walk away
or tidy up loose ends.
I'm so close to the edge,
should I jump
or should I fall.
I'm in love with you boy
should I try to win you back
or should I put up a door behind the wall?