I hate

I Hate...

I hate,
that I can't trust

I hate,
that I must lie because they'd rather believe I'm fine.

I hate,
who I've been.

I hate,
to make decisions.

I hate,
that I can't hate those I should.

I hate,
my life.

I hate,
that I can't die.

I hate,
to live in fear and hate.

I hate,
my uncertainty.

I hate,
the lies people tell me.

I hate,
that I believe.

I hate,
those that wish their lives were mine.

I hate,
all emotion that's mine.

I hate,
that I need others.

I hate,
my own d*mn incompetence.

I hate,
that there's so much to hate.