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I try to hide the fear.
For I am really scared.
I clinch my fist real tightly.
Wishing these thoughts would disappear.

My mind is racing quickly.
My heart is beating fast.
My muscles start to tighten.
When I picture all my past.

Nothing hits me harder.
Than the things that I regret.
And every mistake i've ever made.
I can't seem to forget.

I remember all the pain.
The pain that I once felt.
All the tears I ever cried.
And the times I went through hell.

I wish I could forget it.
& let it all just drop.
In my mind it replays over and over.
& it wont allow me to press stop.

But somethings aren't that easy.
Life is not what it seems.
& I've finally come to realize.
That things are more realier than any dream

Its scary to picture the past.
& know that somethings may not end.
But there's somethings that you fail at.
& other that you will win.

Sometimes you give all you can give.
& take in all you can take.
Sometimes piece's come together.
& like others they just break.

Just remember to keep your head up.
& never under estimate the things that life can bring.
Yeah your weak on the outside.
But on the inside your stronger than you think.

JAY JAY
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