Your choice of going away..

Tomorrow would be the day..
Where you would choose your own way..
I would prefer for you to stay..
But fate may decide another way..

I feel afraid to say,
The words I should not pronounce,
The farewell that would break me away..

The sky would turn grey,
And slay,
Would be the peace in my mind when you'll be taken away.

But I would wait,
Whatever time it should take,
Whatever moment of my life I would waste,
Whatever would be the pain I should taste.

I should wander for some time..
Searching for a place to mend my heart and mind..

I wish I could be with you..
So that all would just be in blue..
And forever we should be only me and you..

Maybe my dream would never come true..
And therefore I would wander again..

With all those efforts in vain,
I would go and mend my pain..

Where death awaits...