Never again...

Never again will i be hurt...
by your words...
your anger....
your lies...
by your acts...

but neither will...
you hug me again...
will we kiss...
will we talk like we once did...
we will never share secrets again...
or love each other...
though its starting to seem you never did

we wont be dating...
i wont be hurting every time you are...
i wont be apologizing for who i am...
i wont be torn down by you....
i doubt that I'll love you
i doubt we'll even be friends in a few months...
we wont go shopping or hang out again
i wont be waiting for you to finish work and lie about why I'm there...
i wont find who i thought you were
i wont allow you to use me again

but i will cry...and cry over you... i will be sad for a long time...and i wont be able to ask you for help because of what you've done...i will forgive and one day move on.

i will never forget
I'll remember you face and one day smile because i knew you and remember a time where i was happy believing what i thought was reality but to you was a lie...

but never again will i get the chance to say i love you...
without you hurting me...and telling me i don't know what love is...