"After all the troubles I faced....
All the pointless stuff that I've done...

I woke up this morning wanting to die
so clueless on what happened, and wondering why...

The piercing screams as a sleep send me to search...
the thoughts of what happened back then...

It'll tell another lie, just to confuse your heart
Even though you're used to it, it'll still rip you...

He flicks away his cigarette, then falls back in...
\"It's a shame that things are falling apart...

He said that he wanted to die, they said death was...
they realized he wasn't joking, with all the pills...

I haven't written in a while, I guess I lost my...
But now I'm back again, with another situation...