It begins again and I take it for the worse
I try to smile, but I can't with this curse...

He stares out the window, as he finishes his...
a tear drops from his bloodshot eyes, and now...

My Christmas days were special, at least when I...
I was happy with my little toys, my little Tonka...

Dear mom I think I'm dying. No Mom, I'm not lying.
This is what came from trying. Please Mom don't...

It's 2 o`clock in the morning, I just left your...
Thinking about what we said, the things we talked...

Hey mom I have a secret, something you should...
ever wonder why I'm always up stairs, why I always...

You've reached the point of no return, you cant...
The longer you fight, or the taller you stand, its...

I'm in a completely different world, one I live...
No one knows I exist, until I do something wrong...