Stupid, ugly girl
No reason for her to stay...

Always hurting, even when everything is fine
And I’m always wishing for you to be mine...

Once again you steal me
Away from the place I was unharmed...

So many of you out there
Are crying every day...

Keep telling myself that this isn’t real
It is not love for you that I truly feel...

I watch you from a distance, but my hope is far...
I will hold onto you forever, if you promise you...

The crowd stares with empty eyes
Not one dares to look through the paint...

Why is it that I always long to be somewhere that...
Why is it that no matter how far I walk I never...

Four knives upon the table
It's like they're giving signs...

I will always be here
I’m not planning ahead...

It just seems like every word sparks another...
Another pain filled conversation is looming up...

*I found this in my note book, it was in my hand...
I can’t breathe...