I feel so numb
I've been walking around the house...

I'm sitting here in the darkness
And there are tears falling from my eyes...

I feel the fullness in my stomach
I feel it rising up tight into my throat...

I want to reach out to her because I can see that...
but I know its hopeless coz my touch, my hug, my...

I feel so ugly
but I know its not like when I was starving myself...

I wonder if you thought about the people that are...
I wonder if you thought about your poor mum...

You spun a web around me in ways they'll never...
A web, a safety net in case I fall...

I feel like I'm living a life that's not my own
Days stream by as I sit and allow whatever...

I guess people will see my tattoo and go
"why a black little heart?&quot...

I'm aware there's nothing you can do to make me...
I'm erasing you now, forgetting the past, trying...

Baby, I'm so sorry I've acted like a twat
I love you so much, please remember that...

I sat in the chair and cut off my emotions
She told me what was happening and asked me all...