How can this pain be so real
nothing can take it away...
Nothing but white anymore
you've given up in most things...
I swim alone in this ocean full of sorrow
to find that its full of lost hopes and empty...
I hide my emotions
i hide my fears...
You keep saying its OK
you act like you care...
The two of you are standing in a full room
looking curiously around until your eyes meet...
Just stop you don't understand, i hate my life ill...
make the scars on my skin...
Pain takes grasp of my fragile neck
and you do nothing to stop it...
The night's dark blue sky lit with a thousand...
looks over the land filled with mystery...
Lifes so hard and still i cry
i lost all friends and now ill die...
I am your neglected puppet
that you place upon the shelf...
Spiraling confusion as you're lost in your mind
thinking silently as the world closes in around...