Sitting in a crowd all alone,
I watch everyone pass by...

Look deep into my eyes,
Can you see the pain...

I'm in so much pain,
And you don't know...

Place the razor against my wrist,
My only wish is to not exist...

A single tear slides down my cheek,
As I feel myself becoming weak...

This isnt a poem. i wanted to make a place where...

Writing for me,
Is a way to escape...

I look in the mirror,
And see a fat girl...

I really see no reason for me to live
I've already given all I can give...

Hazy vision, teary eyed
Suppressing thoughts of suicide...

Could you find me,
In the growing crowd...

I can't feel you anymore,
You're no longer a part of me...