My heart cries for you
Missing what we had...

So last time I wrote about you
I said it would mark the end...

Do you want to swap places with me
For just half a day wearing my shoes...

I begged you to take away my pain
And for many things I gave you blame...

I cannot understand what happened
Or why you were taken away...

For years I have not been alone
My demons are always here...

Emotional pain hurts so much more than any cut
A deep never ending trauma right down in your gut...

He loved her more than life
Craved to have her by his side...

I stand here alone next to the old oak tree,
the one we used to come to, just you and me...

You phoned me again tonight
I am not sure what you expected...

As a child you hurt me and at 19 the pain is still...
Did you know the consequences of your actions...

I loved you more than life
To be totally honest I still do...