D-depression has taken over my soul.
E-everyday to not cave in is my goal...
You make everything so very hard
No chance to get closer to you...
You asked me the in a patronizing tone
Why I act so hard done by as if I am alone...
You write a thousand poems,
but no one wants to look...
I could not stop her
Nothing I did not try...
You may believe this was my wish
To see you there standing all alone...
I loved you more than life
To be totally honest I still do...
My heart cries for you
Missing what we had...
It hurts a lot to know that
I have broken your heart...
I never thought it was possible
To actually feel your heart breaking...
Tears form in my eyes
I do not want to appear weak...
Emotional pain hurts so much more than any cut
A deep never ending trauma right down in your gut...