It's 2 minutes to midnight
As I lie staring at this blade...

I guess we weren't really right
I guess it wasn't meant to be...

Sometimes i cant place my emotions.
cant figure out exactly what I'm feeling...

Why do I lie to myself
Telling myself you're worth my pain...

I don't know if I'm losing it
or if i got nothing to lose...

This story is proof
That love isn't just a game...

One more month until
i can look into your eyes...

Slowly loosing grip on reality
Air comes to my lungs in jagged breaths...

First off let me say id be going to hell
if loving you was a sin...

I'm stuck in a haze
right now nothings getting clearer...

Every time I blink
I see your face...

Words flowing like rivers through my mind
hoping to be spoken...