Damn i thought
you was a guy i could trust...

I hate this crying
i hate this pain...

4rm this nightmare i have not yet woken
i live this life with a heart so broken...

U don't love me no more because i didn't do what u...
but how the hell was i gonna let u take me 4...

If i was 11 would u still call me
if i was 12 would u still think we were meant 2 be...

I know sometimes I'm hard 2 understand
but ill help u by holding your hand...

I have all these people around me
but yet I'm so lonely...

I really cant explain
y i am in so much pain...

How could i think there was ever an us
because wit me u never had any trust...

How could you do this to me
how could you not care how much i was hurting...

I don't know where 2 start i don't know what 2 say
just so much shit happened 2day...

My friends say they love me
and you say it to...