I have all these people around me
but yet I'm so lonely...
I don't know where 2 start i don't know what 2 say
just so much shit happened 2day...
How could i think there was ever an us
because wit me u never had any trust...
Here i am crying in a room with people
but yet i feel so alone...
I really cant explain
y i am in so much pain...
Here i am crying in my room
about how we used to be...
Here i am putting myself through so much
and there you are not giving a damn...
Where were you??
where did you go...
I've never seen it before
but now i see it very clearly...
So many times i wanted 2 leave u
but 4 some reason that was so hard 4 me 2 do...
I really don't need this 4rm u
2 much Ive already been through...
I miss u but I'm not going 2 waste my life
I'm not going 2 be stupid and use the knife...