Its been so long
And i tried each day...

The knife took away my life
It was the hurt that made it better...

Feeling dishonest
Someone untrue...

Why cant somebody tell me
That im going the wrong way...

Our dreams we made
Our hopes too...

Im learing to understand
That you will never be a man...

She says she loves him
But this cannot be true...

Hurt and pain
I wont ever be sane...

In my dreams
I see you dating...

The feeling is growing
Bigger then me...

He's making it worse
She is too...

Do you know why I cry at night?
Im holding back tears, but my pillow gets wetter...