It brings me to tears
To think of all these fears...

I see you in my dreams
And wonder how real this all seems...

I feel this pain in me
But I can't seem to cry...

I was wondering if I was wrong
But how can I not give in when you look at me...

You didn't listen to me and you never asked
About my pain and how it I masked...

I look out my window and what do I see
The picture perfect you and the picture perfect me...

I look at you and hate what I see
I wish there could be a different me...

I was so broken, I wouldn't let them in
I wanted to stay in this unforgivable skin...

I took a handful of pills
Now I am staring down the road...

Why couldn't you've held my hand through it all
You sat back and watched me fall...

I just don't understand
I have so many questions but no replies...

Myself inflicted destructive behavior was...
You couldn't save me from this disaster...