Myself inflicted destructive behavior was destroying me
You couldn't save me from this disaster
I was falling farther from you
I couldn't find a reason to live
So I cut myself to relieve the pain
With the blood out came the hurt
And all its misery
But you couldn't see the reason I was dying
In my shoes you had never walked
All I knew was you said you'd stand beside me
But it was killing both of us inside
So I slit my wrists and drank it all away
Praying I would fall asleep forever
But then I got scared at all I would miss
But couldn't take it back for it was to late
There I lay on the bathroom floor
Bleeding the pain away
When you came in the door and saved my life
They sent me away for awhile
To try to fix this life that was broke
I was all but dead killing myself little by little
No one knew what I had been through
My pain was my weakness leaving my body in the color red
You didn't understand it was the only way to get it out
It had stayed inside for so long
It had all created my suicide
This I wrote a while ago when I was having trouble with remembering all I had done and been through. Sometimes it is easier for me to write it like this. Please comment and vote
