Your heart feels heavy
like you can not be free...

11 years ago
you walked away from me...

I couldn\'t find a poem to say what I feel
so I\'ll write one myself and just keep it real...

Because today is the day
there was SO many things I wanted to say...

Nobody knows
I dont let it show...

Its almost time to say goodbye
Its SO hard not to cry...

These feelings for you
they wont go away...

I've never felt this breathless
as you look into my eyes...

If you died tomorrow
I prolly would too...

You said that you only wanted me
and you said that you would wait ur whole life...

I cut my wrist
and laugh as I cry...

Nothin can kill this pain
I feel like im goin insane...