Things aren't the same,
as they used to be...

**PUBLISHED**
Making me suffer more each time...

I watch you from a distance,
But to you I am just a shadow...

I speak my mind,
I laugh at myself...

I hate the way you never call me,
i hate the way you stare...

**PUBLISHED**
Trapped by torturing pain...

I've sworn myself to secrecy,
With a knife against my wrist...

And even after I tried so hard,
We had made it so far...

I wish I could explain myself;
So you hear what I have to say...

Shy smiles,
butterflies...

A young girl who's problem free,
got smacked in the face with reality...

I have three words for you to hear,
And none are 'I', 'love', or 'you...