I hate the way you never call me,
i hate the way you stare...

Everywhere I look,
There's no one to see...

The bright, blue sky is above me,
The hard cold ground is beneath my feet...

My face red with frustration,
Just another useless feeling you leave me with...

Man it's crazy how far we go back,
over a million smiles and laughs...

I have nothing to say to you,
There's nothing I can explain...

**PUBLISHED**
Trapped by torturing pain...

Every word that comes out of my mouth,
Doesn't mean anything at all...

Let your head fall to the sheets,
your breath quickening with every move...

I feel I have no control in my life;
all my plans have gone off track...

My hands are up in surrender,
you did all you needed to do...

I've never felt emptier,
I'm longing for something I cant find...