I fell in love with the idea of you,
Never seen your face before...

Struggling against the raw cords that lash,
You thrash and scream, heart furiously beating...

A poem of my first day at College:
Studying Life...

Try to explain what you mean,
When it doesn't even make sense to you...

When you read this
I will no longer be there...

Like a demon, It's stirring inside me
Giving me a false sense of energy...

Resisting the urge to be close to you,
I guess I didn't fall hard enough...

Let me know once you're done,
With the knife you borrowed...

You don't want to hurt me,
But it's too late now...

Smiling sun rays
Through purple-gray clouds...

I soap and scrub
What I can't erase...

Left to hate who I am,
Trapped in this hell hole...