Looking for myself
In this maze of memories...
Below the calm surface
Hides a deep past...
There are no words
For me, from you...
You're just waiting to be hurt again
By me or someone else...
I don't have the strength
To carry on anymore...
If I fall asleep
I will not make it through the night...
I told you that I'd make it through
But maybe it will be easier...
With everything I do
I'm losing more of me...
Never could be together,
The only way you're at peace...
How dare you presume,
With all that you do...
As I sit here and think,
I just don't know any more...
I don't want you to worry,
I'm going to be all right...