I soap and scrub
What I can't erase...
Time flew by
Flew along by you side...
The tears get lost,
In the floods of my fears...
Looking for myself
In this maze of memories...
Below the calm surface
Hides a deep past...
I don't want you to worry,
I'm going to be all right...
I'm so afraid
Of pushing you away...
As I sit here and think,
I just don't know any more...
How dare you presume,
With all that you do...
Never could be together,
The only way you're at peace...
With everything I do
I'm losing more of me...
I told you that I'd make it through
But maybe it will be easier...