If I fall asleep
I will not make it through the night...
I told you that I'd make it through
But maybe it will be easier...
With everything I do
I'm losing more of me...
Never could be together,
The only way you're at peace...
Left to hate who I am,
Trapped in this hell hole...
Why do I even bother
Bother to bring it up...
Don't worry about me
I'll make it through...
Below the calm surface
Hides a deep past...
I don't want you to worry,
I'm going to be all right...
I'm so afraid
Of pushing you away...
As I sit here and think,
I just don't know any more...
How dare you presume,
With all that you do...