I should be crying right now
Tears should be rolling over you...

I can feel the cold
The icyness in this rain...

I must look like a fool right here on the gravel...
Standing in the view of your rear mirror feeling...

I've tried to kill the pain
But only bled more...

Listening to the stumbling beat
Trapped inside this sound...

What the hell did I do!?
Why are they taking it out on me...

For one night of my life
I was living it free...

Tears spill onto my lashes
I stare into an oblivious gaze...

She stares with no expression
At the one from the courthouse...

"My little boys' lives were taken"
Said the speaker today at school...

Hey daddy, it's me
Must be weird; this letter...

Holding on is the hardest thing
When the pain burns your scars...