I lay awake,
in this dark, cold room...

You were the first to steal my heart,
but that\'s not all you took...

I used to sit and watch,
the way you would flirt with them...

I lay awake at night,
longing for your touch...

Birds chirp happily beyond the window,
i try to embrace their carefree ways...

Alone together again
I can feel my body wanting you...

I can feel u looking at me,
but pretend i dont...

You knew i loved you,
why did you treat me so...

U reject my love,
the knife goes to my wrist...

Sleepless nights,
memories of unknown faces...

I awake to an empty bed,
the cold realisation rushes over me...