I used to sit and watch,
the way you would flirt with them,
slowly being torn up inside,
i should have told you way before then,
back before i realised,
before i let my heart love you,
you treated me like an angel,
you cared more for me then than theyll ever do,
i was blinded by them,
painfully wrong about what i needed,
what i was chasing was pain,
disguised by the pleasure i wanted,
my heart opened up to you,
but it was to late,
i had already broken your heart,
you could no longer wait,
the day i told you i loved you,
you seemed so happy,
but words cant erase the pain,
no matter how hard you try to disguise it by being happy,
now every move i make,
is taunted by your disappointed glare,
guilt hanging low over my head,
but im breaking these feelings of care,
i no longer need fear your heartbroken stare...