Loneliness is nothing...

I lay awake,
in this dark, cold room,
missing your touch,
wishing to feel it again soon,

I hear echoes of your name in my head,
& everytime I still choke,
I've been so lonely,
since the last time we spoke,

Then i remember the screams,
the screams, the anger, & the tears,
I never deserved any of that,
this loneliness is better that the fear,

I may be missing you now,
but your better as a memory of the past,
maybe with you gone ill have a chance,
a chance to feel love at last...