I used to draw hearts around your name
now i just draw hearts...

I cant take this
living my life...

I sit here
on new years eve...

Today i saw you walk by
the counseling building that...

I thought i loved you
then i look at the thngs...

Suicide could be so easy
it is at the end of your finger tips...

I stay up lat
i cry...

The pain just keeps
building up inside of me...

The first cut
is like the first time...

I dont have a close relatinship
with my famiy at all...

Whats the point of living
its all a prelude to death...

The point of life
there isn\'t one...