Shimmering, shining
Glistening, crying...

Some friends no longer
Seems a friend to be...

I smile.
It's fake...

I wish I had a million wings
So I could soar up and fly...

I am a rose...
And like a rose, I will be short lived...

I hold her no more
The gash in my heart...

You've been my greatest friend,
You've been my greatest love...

She loves me...Surely she loves me
But that voice in my head, it won't be silent...

Lying here limply...No joy to be found
Feeling nothing at all, sprawled out on the ground...