When I hold you in my arms,
So very close and tight...

Your eyes are the window to your heart.
So broken, tattered and sore...

It's time to move on.
So much time has past...

The way I feel around her,
It's hard for me to breathe...

Life,
An extremely bumpy road...

***I was in a fit of rage at my girl friend, and...
You wanna die...

We talk for hours,
Forever it seems...

The ball and chain around me.
Confiding me tight...

*****Some of you may not understand...Some...
Ash...

If fat is all you ever see,
Then fat is all I'll ever be...

Dark, and Cold.
Your blood on the floor...

So looking back at this poem a few years later...
What most see as fate...