She is not what you would expect
she is the Angel of Darkness...

The blade goes into my wrist,
again and again...

So many times
you have led me on...

Im crawling in the darkness
trying to find a reason...

I look at my arms and see my fresh cuts
people ask why i do a stupid thing like that...

Holding in the screams as i fight back the tears
so many emotions so many words all held in...

So much shit has taken place
in my own hell, my life...

As i sit here in a pool of tears
i read the words he has written...

The first few nights without you,
They were like hell...

There is nothing left
of me at all...

I am finally moving on
putting all the pain behind me...

You have no idea
how much you still mean to me...