I'm sorry for what i said, I'm sorry I've messed...
7months I kept them in, not wanting to fight, not...

I felt like i should love you, you seemed so...
I think I wanted to love you but knew you were...

As I gaze into your eyes,
I gaze into my hopes and dreams, each one as loved...

Lying here without you,
staring at the moonlit sky...

As i sit and ponder, watch the blurry world go by,
My innocence and childhood become just a figure in...

People smell like liquid bombs,
My dark blue bruise burns lace...

I lay awake,
abandoned again, with the next hundred thoughts...

A night full of emotions creeps up again
A feeling of loneliness no one can comprehend...

I wish i could shake this feeling of...