I really want to forever be with you
For I cant see myself with anyone but you...
Theres a voice inside my head
A voice thats trying to help me move ahead...
You first entered my heart with wide open doors
And now all youre getting are tightly shut locked...
How can great love and happiness suddenly come to...
How can you prefer something useless over your...
Im living my life feeling so weird
Nothing is the way it once appeared...
After telling me for 7 months how much you love me
You then one night call to say that you no longer...
Im starting to feel so worthless
Like my existence is officially meaningless...
I tried so hard to keep it a secret
I tried so hard to not admit...
Looking into the mirror I see a lost teen
A teen that was known as a b**** from thirteen...
After a year of us happily being together
You slapped me for another...
I first met you with great fear
So scared that I actually dropped a tear...
They say youre my sister
But i see you more as my life f**ker...