WORTHLESS

Im starting to feel so worthless
Like my existence is officially meaningless
When I look at myself in the mirror
All I see is the misery Im in, but clearer
Pain and depression is written all over me
For this is how you left me to be
A repulsive image so dreadful to see
You broke the promise you gave me
You promised that youll never smoke again
You stuck with the promise for 6 months but then
Went back to your old habit
As if you never even quit
And continuously started smoking it
I asked you if you will ever quit
You coldly said "no"
I mean I dont really know
If you actually thought about it
Before even answering it
But when I asked you why you did it
You said its because all your friends were smoking it
But shouldnt you be in control of yourself?
And actually be able to think for yourself?
I tried to forget the whole issue and calm down
But I just couldnt remove my frown
I couldnt just forget the promise you broke
A promise means a lot to me, its not a joke
So I finally told you that if you dont get your bad habit to an end
Then I am no longer to be considered your girlfriend
You replied saying "oh my god what the hell"
I then told you to think well
And either stop smoking or forget me
All you said to me
Was a lame "k"
Not even a full "ok"
Is that how worthless I am to you?
That you actually didnt even think it through?
A cigarette packet costs around six at least
So tell me, am I worth five? Or even 1 at least?