Screw The Voice Within

Theres a voice inside my head
A voice thats trying to help me move ahead
Preventing me from continuing my life dead
Its the one I have been trying so hard to ignore
Telling me that its you Ill forever adore
Telling me that Ill only miss you more and more
Telling me that my happiness is with no one but you
Telling me to once again open my heart to you
Telling me that I should just give up and go back to you
Telling me that Ill never find another heart like yours
What am I meant to do with this voice deep within me?
Should I just allow it to control me?
Should I just allow it to lead me back to you?
Should I just forget all the lies that came from you?
Knowing that Ill once again get hurt from you
Or should I hold on to my pride and avoid you?
For the thing you ask me to do
I can never possibly do
It would just cause me to feel so worthless and cheap
So sorry honey, Id rather ignore the voice and sleep
Even though my love to you is still so true and deep
For nothing is worth exceeding my limits for
Not even you, someone I truly adore
Because if you were worth all that
You wouldnt have asked me for something degrading like that
You wouldnt have wanted me to go on with something like that
So the hell with the voice in my head and the hell with you, the guy I love
Id rather save myself for someone that would actually make me feel loved