New Years Day without you
Another empty experience I had to go through...

Im living my life feeling so weird
Nothing is the way it once appeared...

Life is a mess
All I feel is stress...

Mom, I know that I dont treat you as well as I...
And that I always yell at you like a street lad...

I close my eyes praying for death
Waiting to take my last breath...

Theres a voice inside my head
A voice thats trying to help me move ahead...

Graduation
A word filled with so much sensation...

Were at the ends of April, shortly going to be in...
Damn! I dont really know what to say...

Another passing year
And once again we loose someone dear...

Single is my status for life
Ill never be known as a wife...

I now see everything in a different view
I cant tell the difference between false and true...

They say youre my sister
But i see you more as my life f**ker...